At this moment, I am sitting in my office at home trying to figure out these mixed energies of this New Year. Chapters of my life have come to an end, as new and beautiful chapters begin. I was very well aware that 2015 was going to bring in some huge manifestations as well as personal growth. I am not sure what to do at this point but to write down how I am currently feeling. January 1st, I received a call that my dad was back in the hospital. He has had a few years of no so good health. He has been back and forth in hospitals for the last year or so and I was not surprised to hear that he was back in one. This time around, it felt different. I felt a need to prepare myself for what was to come. Around 6 pm or so on the 1st, I felt my dad leave his body. I looked at Erik, my fiance, and I told him that I didn’t feel so good. I didn’t want to tell him that I think my dad just died. My brother called me to let me know that my dad fell into a coma during that time and that I needed to come down to LA right away. So the next morning, Jan 2nd, I left and when I arrived, I knew it wasn’t good.
I saw my dad laying next to machines that seemed to be keeping him alive. The doctor asked if I was with the family and I told her that I was his son. She then began to explained to me that he is no longer there, and that the machines were in fact just keeping his body in motion. I knew that the moment I felt my dad leave was the moment he decided to go. I knew that I was not here to say goodbye to him because I will continue to communicate with him. What I was here for was to say goodbye to his physical body. Without going into too much details on January 2nd, I received the biggest download. I was in the waiting room and I felt my Angels come in, and I knew what they were telling me. My fathers body finally gave out. My Angels told me to remember the time of death because it was going to be a huge number for me, a gift from them and my dad. His time of death was 4:22pm. In Angel numbers means:
“This is a strong message from the angels, asking you to trust, believe, and have faith that your prayers are being answered, because they are.”
Prior to my dad’s passing, I felt the Goddess come through as Our Lady of Guadalupe. I found her to be very comforting, but I didn’t understand why she was making her self present in this form. I felt guided to buy a candle and a figurine of Our Lady of Guadalupe. I wasn’t sure still on the why. As I pulled up to the hospital with my brother I saw the name of the hospital: “Queen of the Valley”. As we walk in, there was a giant mosaic wall of Our Lady of Guadalupe looking down on me. I felt peace and I felt that comfort that I needed.
I love my dad very much. He was an Earth Angel. He was the sweetest man and the best dad I could have ever asked for. I miss him terribly, and I know he is with me. I had a dream that I was saying my thank you’s to him and he gave me a big hug, he took me really high above the clouds and showed me where he was. It looked like a gold Olympus like place resting on the clouds. I could even feel the warmth of the sun on my face. He kissed me and waved to me, I noticed that I was coming back down by myself. Then I woke up, and I was in tears. I got up and I went to my office, and I notice my altar. I had a figuring that represented the God, and I felt that it was time to put it away. I know that it is time to say goodbye for now, until the day comes when I am ready to work with God. Right now, the Goddess has made herself even more present than usual.
My dad’s name was Jorge Saul Garcia. He is now with me in spirit and as my guide, but I miss him so much on this Earth. The next few weeks are going to be difficult but I feel that I gained strength because of him.
This will be my last post and probably my last activity here on wordpress. I am moving to an actual website in the next couple weeks. I thank you all for making this possible and for continuing to support me and what I do.
Much love, peace, and joy to you.
Blessed Be! Erick Silvermoon ❤